Siebren doesn't reply immediately, exhaling through his teeth and rubbing at his face.

"D-does it matter, whether that would be kind or cruel? I am still a scientist, Drelasa- as far as I know. I am involved, with this 'demon court' and whatever else, regardless of the damage to my records. Perhaps they were destroyed for good reason, but... I want to understand all of this. I have nothing to gain from remaining unaware."