"Mm, for about two years. Making the page involved someone mutilating my body, for starters, and it kind of leaves you in a weird limbo of not alive but not really dead? And there's this weird, like--- metaphysical pain that comes with being denied death," Gerry explains. "I get the impression you probably already know what I mean, so I won't like. Man-splain you your own stuff. But yeah, it sucked."