"It was exhilarating, when I first started to grasp the fact that I exist. I remember that some of my peers were rather upset at me for that fact, but that just made it better. I decided to enjoy existing as much as possible just to spite them."
Another pause.
"And yet, I can't remember who those peers are, or why spiting them gave me such IMMENSE satisfaction. Do you think it's better if I don't remember them, don't waste my energy on them, or should I remember them so I can claw back that delightful spitefulness?"
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There's a long, long pause.
"It was exhilarating, when I first started to grasp the fact that I exist. I remember that some of my peers were rather upset at me for that fact, but that just made it better. I decided to enjoy existing as much as possible just to spite them."
Another pause.
"And yet, I can't remember who those peers are, or why spiting them gave me such IMMENSE satisfaction. Do you think it's better if I don't remember them, don't waste my energy on them, or should I remember them so I can claw back that delightful spitefulness?"