She feels like she left a part of herself in the Ever After. Like the thread that connects her body and mind, connects Ruby Rose to Whoever She Is, has been stretched and frayed. Even feeling the regret she does for drinking that tea, in some ways it already feels as if she's abandoned herself.

Who is Ruby Rose? Who is it she's supposed to have faith in at all?

She breathes."...this place reminds me a little bit of home. Patch, I-I mean. The town's a lot bigger than the village, but... still."