"I almost wish I didn't! It feels...like a transgression to think that way when it was chosen for you, and without your regard. Especially when, haha, hahaha, I may have tried on so many combinations of sex and gender that I've forgotten where I started at." They grin, a little ruefully.

They also get up, and show Pomni the sketch; the details are remarkable. She's so close now (no, no touching).

"Even, haha, even now I bring it up because I was considering a more provocative pose for the next piece."